What's good my loves? I don't remember the last time we spoke buh I know y'all were doing well (maybe not all of us) buh the rest of us that weren’t fine, I genuinely pray you get everything good you're fighting for.
It's 8:07 am on a Monday morning. Sick right? Lmao. My Mondays have been like this for a while now. I don't have schedules for Mondays and that's so dark. I know you want to know why, I'll sha not tell you now but if you think you know already then I'm happy for you.
And yes! There was no slow fade, so no closure was needed. I can't even do that to you. You? Nah. I love you so much to do that to you.
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Today, I'm in a whole new environment and everything has changed...in some way for the best and in some other way, I'm honestly tired but we move. So yeah, I want to talk about doppelgangers! Ei! These are real.
Heard the word after I saw a movie buh before then, I was in High school, senior high, I guess and on one pretty day, I was in my bed (always in my bed😁) and a friend sent a picture to me on the green app, guess she got it from Facebook or what buh I sha know it's from a social media page...and she put a caption like this : "Prisca, this girl looks just like you!!" and I swear, I didn't see the resemblance buh I'm like 'Ouu😍' and she kept on with the emphasis . The picture she sent to me was pretty actually but I don't remember exactly what she looks like, maybe, she looks like me so you describe me in your head and boom, that's what the picture looks like. Thought that was the end.
It was another beautiful day, not so beautiful because I was in school and of course, school equals attempted suicide or murder, I don't know the one that works for you lmao. So we are having sports and games and my classmates are using a phone to scroll through videos on social media and boom, these boys come across a girl doing her thing on the gram and guess what guys😭 they were arguing I was the one. Thank God I was there. I'm like "don't y'all see this girl is lighter skinned?? plus I'm not even on the gram" Jeez, it took a lot to convince them. The crazy part is that ( now this may not be as crazy to every other person in the world including you) the girl was stunning and I was suffering like I'd say I used to be ugly in high school (fuck those insecurities) so where was the resemblance they were seeing coming from??? Dead ass??
I have a kid brother. Yes, yay !😭😂😂 (Dw. I fool alot). So I was in high school, particularly, senior high. My brother and I were in the same high school buh he was younger.
This is the point. Everyday we are back at home, he is telling me how he mistook me for one girl. The worst is that he didn't make this mistake once a day, nah.. He'd always say how the girl looks so much like me and how he'd see her and be screaming 'Ebele!!'
Haew 😭. I asked him to show me the girl and he did and she turned out to be a light skinned pretty junior student (she was in senior high too) buh I was older. She was on low cut, I was always on cornrows so Wtaf???
As if these ones were not enough o. In senior high also, I had a classmate, who wasn't particularly my friend buh we rolled with each other at some point. I'm not going to say her name buh we gon improvise. I'll give her Lana. So Lana was a science student who hailed from the PH city(where I was born, bred and maybe buttered - so of course, I schooled there) and I am from Anambra state. This last phrase is so important because tell me why a staff, a teaching staff that doesn't get to see me all the time because I'm not offering his subject buh he gets to see Lana almost everyday because she offers his subject, is asking me every single time he sets his eyes on me, if I'm related to Lana. You guys! This time it didn't just end at look alike, it broadened to us being sisters. The part that killed me was when this physics teacher used my class to teach and I didn't leave cause I felt my class was my safe space something like that. While they were in my class, Lana was one of his students and this man specifically asked us to go back home and ask our parents of our origins so we'd find out if we had a blood connection in the past prolly from our ancestors😭. I'm crying guys.
Lana wasn't ugly at all, I don't mean anybody is ugly buh Lana was pretty, dunno how she was doing it (balancing school and social life -didn't know how to do that shit. I was anything but a nerd though) or maybe I was just the one carrying the school on my fore head 😆Here's the crazy part, Lana was neither dark skinned nor light skinned, she had my complexion. Somehow, I wished we weren't friends so I had a reason never to fw her buh nah, we had crossed that line already.
Before these my numerous encounters with this physics staff, I had crazy encounters with a Math teacher and an Economics teacher. The Econs teacher was a lady and that was when I knew that there was an underrated trouble. About five teachers in my high school asked if Lana and I were a twin, sisters or cousins. Omo.
I finally left high school and I'm like I'm done. Funny thing's that after these encounters, I immediately keep them somewhere deep in my mind cause I didn't think they were so relevant to me…Moved to a new environment, made new friends or rather, met new people, idk sha buh things changed, so I thought. It's been three weeks now and I didn't know my friends were busy doing shit behind me😭😂. I only knew on the day I decided to chill at home while they all went out. They are back and one of them is saying shit like "Prisca, we saw one girl that looks exactly like you" ( you guys, strain the 'exactly' in your heads, yeah). She said she was even shouting my name and that she was like 'buh I thought Prisca said she's not coming with us today'. I was like "God! Not again!!" I told her I wasn't the one sha😭.
Another of my friends came to say almost the same thing. This is about our age mate, that should be in our clique buh of course idk her and this girl told me how she told my so called doppelganger "there's one Prisca that looks exactly like you" and the doppelganger is like "aw, I can't wait to meet her" (ikr, that one popular loner). I still haven't seen this recent look alike to, I mean, know if she even has my shape to start with.
These ones are doppelgangers from my new environ.
In my house in PH, we had new neighbours, this was about 6 years ago sha, I was still in high school. These people packed into their apartment and when they saw me for the first time, they swore they had seen me before. They said they saw me in a public car and they did all their crazy descriptions, bruhh😭, I told them it wasn't me. For crying out loud, I was in my house on that day, Jeezzz!
Thought of writing about doppelganger today because they actually exist. In my new environ, I met a girl who's obviously older than me.
In my high school, I was bullied by a set of people, I don't remember their faces. One of them (I remember her face though) was almost a friend buh which friend bullies you?? She couldn't be my friend. Back to my new environ, this girl that is older that me isn't even in my clique and one day, I had an encounter with her. I saw her for the very first time and I had this striking trauma because, she looked exactly like my bully, and on that day, I thought she was a brute buh she was only a blunt. I asked her for a favour, she granted but she spoke rawly...something like that and I'm like, are everybody with this name this brutal? Ah! I didn't tell you guys, the bully and the new girl that looks like the bully are with the same name😭. Who gave them the same name?
After my encounter with the new girl, I noticed her moves😂 ...She was downstairs one early morning, and I was up, she was with a friend, and jeez, immediately she saw me, she didn't even let herself breath for 0.2secs, she pointed at me and said in the fastest way 'that girl is so pretty" and I ran inside. I was like, "is this one okay? Inside this early morning, tch". I've started greeting her everyday I see her sha. Whenever I greet her she's like so nice, she's like "good morning dear, how are you doing?" That's so sweet right? 😍💅.
I was locked out by my co-habitant one hot afternoon, I was drained ngl and my bully's doppelganger saw me and she's like
'are you waiting for your roomie?
Me: yes.
She: is she coming already?
Me: yeah, she's almost here.
I love me some nice, caring people🌹.
Ending this newsletter wouldn't be so much. I only came to tell you that doppelgangers exist and I'm yet to know how to feel about them. Dunno if you've had one before or it's just me, buh they really do exist.
Thank you guys for reading down. You know already how in love I am with y'all. It's 9:27 am and I'm still in bed.I don't think I feel good yet or it's just me being nervous. It'll all pass.
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Big big hugs and kisses😍 Y’all bang!!